Just a Thought

There's always a point in someone's life when they wish they could change the past so that some event didn't happen.

Recently I've been doing some thinking and I realized that with all the shit I've been through, with all the loved ones I've lost, all the stupid things I've done, all the people I've hurt, all the people who've hurt me...I don't regret any of it.

I don't want to take any of it back. I don't regret any of it, I mean yes I feel bad for hurting people, yes I still have trouble believing in myself when it comes to certain things because of the people who've hurt me, yes I miss everyone that's died.

But all of that made me who I am today, all of that gave me the friends I have today. All of that turned me into a pretty smart kid.

So really, it's not that bad...any of it. If I was given the chance to change the past I wouldn't do it. I like things how they are, even if they're pretty messed up sometimes.

Just a thought from my brain-muscle. :3

Disney Princes

So this is a continuation of my earlier post about the Disney Princesses. I've started thinking about which of my friends would be which princes. First up Aladdin. I think that Aladdin would have to be my friend Erin. First thought that came into my mind. Side fact her brother Peter would be Abu the monkey.

I feel like my friend Mary Kate would be Prince Naveen from Princess and the Frog, only because I remember her obsessing over him a bit when the movie came out. hehehehehe LOVE YOU MK!! :3

I feel like my friend Alex would be the Beast/Prince Adam from Beauty and the Beast. I'm not trying to sound mean or anything its a compliment. The Beast matures more throughout the movie and I feel like Alex has too over the time I've known her.

I feel like my friend/little sis Brittany would be Prince Charming from Snow White...ok seriously at this point people if you question me about why then you should stop reading cause I'm having fun placing people as the princes and princesses.

I feel like my friend Colleen would be Eugene/Flynn Rider from Rapunzel. (she had a dream one time where she was him, it was a costume but whatevs)

I feel like my friend Lara would be the Prince from Cinderella (she's dating Dale after all). My friend Jess would be Hercules (yea he's not a prince but shush! I categorized Meg I can categorize Hercules) ...Brianna's gonna kill me for this, but I think she would be Prince Eric from the little mermaid. X3

I feel like Laura, My friend Danny Saam's girlfriend, would be the prince from Sleeping Beauty...since D Saam is Aurora. I feel like my friend Kiki would be Captain Shang from Mulan...XD my friends are gonna kill me when this is over with. XD Finally I think I would be John Smith from Pocahontas and my cousin Angie (who is not part of the group but is one of my best friends) would be John Rolfe from Pocahontas 2. Hahahahahaha I just bent the rules to sacrifice another person to my weird categorizing obsession. However many of my friends are not on this list and are still safe...for now. Until I do secondary characters and yea. XD

Let it be known that in my will it says that all Kingdom Hearts stuff goes to Devins, all cosplays go to Brittany, and Mary Kate gets to divide the rest as she sees fit. If a will is found that does not specifically state this, it is a fake will.

Memory Loss Fun! :D

So I feel I have a serious problem that needs to be addressed. It seems that sometimes I have short-term memory loss...or long-term memory loss...or look I dunno I forget random things at random times. Like one day I couldn't remember where I keep the chocolate in the kitchen and I kept going to the scissor cabinet instead of the chocolate cabinet.

Or this other time I slept over at Nicol's house with our friend Maddy, and Nicol's step-brother Sam and once it reached 3 a.m. we couldn't remember eachother's names.

But by far the worst has to be...well you'll see:

Yeah...I forgot I'd dated someone...I think I need help XD Kinda makes me wonder what other stuff I've forgotten over the years and why. I mean these were all random and funny occurrences but I DO know that if I'm freaked out by something I tend to forget anything else that happened that day.

...I hope I don't forget anything that happens at acen this year, cause that thing is always fun...well...the end. :P

Disney Princesses

So today I went to target with my friend colleen and we were just derping around, minding our own business when we ended up wandering down the toy aisle.

We ended up walking past the Disney Princess section and I picked up a doll of Belle from Beauty and the Beast, turned to Colleen and started to say "If the guys were Disney Princesses..." Before I finished my sentence I truly thought about what I was saying. I put the doll back where I got it from and proceeded to curl up into the fetal position on the floor and cry for my lost childhood.

Colleen then said I ruined the princesses for her but then asked why I brought it up. I said that I was going to say if our guy friends were the Disney Princesses our friend Ty would be Belle. She laughed and agreed, then she said that Eric would be Rapunzel.

We went to anime club after this conversation and didn't bring it up again until she was driving me home. On the ride home we agreed our friend Bartell was indeed Snow White since she is the youngest princess and he is the youngest of our guy friends.

We went back and forth on who was who for a while and then finally decided that the rest of our friends went as such: our friend D Saam was Aurora/Sleeping Beauty, our friend Recht was Ariel, Dale was Cinderella, Devins was Jasmine, and Delarosa was Tianna. These decisions left a few of our guy friends safe, however we concluded that the last two princesses, Mulan and Pocahontas, were our friends Jack and Rodriguez. (We just haven't decided which is which yet.)

I concluded one final piece of information on my own, though Meg from Hercules is not a princess, she can accurately be represented by our friend Sonny. That is all...I hope no one was offended. Have a nice day.

P.S. Because our guy friends are all straight, this means that the girls in our group are the princes. XD

Cosplays! X3

So I know I just updated yesterday, but what can I say, I'm on a blogging and anime convention high right now. Let's take a moment to review all of my past cosplays cause I can! :3

I know cosplays aren't everyone's thing, ecpecially my cosplays cause they suck, so if you don't wanna read this then you should gtfo. LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUU! <3

So there were literally no pictures of my first cosplay, but I was Miyuki Takara from Lucky Star. :3

I cosplayed as her for amke 2009 and acen 2009. Twas fun but it was kind of a fail, hence no pictures.

My next cosplay was Namine from Kingdom Hearts 2, which only lasted for amke 2010, however I will be cosplaying as her again some other time.

My next cosplay after that was Blue (or Green) from Pokemon Adventures. That was used at acen 2010, amke 2011, and acen 2011. It might be used again at acen 2012.

After I did that cosplay, I was Kagura Sohma for amke 2012. :3 (and my friend Bartell was Kyo)

Can you tell that as my cosplays went on I got more pictures of them? XD Surprisingly...or not surprisingly as I should say, the one outfit I actually had the most pictures taken of me in was this one:

That's not even a cosplay, but I'm not going to question. :P I'd hope it was the fact that I was wearing a wig, but I wore a wig for the Namine cosplay and there weren't that many pictures of that cosplay at all.

I'm doing one of my dream cosplays this acen, Dead Master from Black Rock Shooter...I'm gonna need luck for that. ^^;

I'm doing a mix of the OVA outfit and the anime outfit, and by that I mean I'm doing the OVA outfit, but I'm wearing my glasses cause I'ma lazy. XD

So because I have no other way to end this other than the thing I deleted a few minutes ago, which was just me raging at ERIC FOR BEING AN IMPATIENT MEANIE FACE! (love you) *ahem* I would like whoever decides to commen to say what they think of my cosplays or cosplaying in general, stuff they cosplayed or will cosplay, and yea.

Btw, Eric do the Leon and America cosplays soon or you're going to die.

AMKE

So...how to start...HI I'M BACK I BET YOU GUYS MISSED ME SO MUCH EVEN THOUGH I KNOW YOU TOTALLY DIDN'T LOL!!! Anyways, I took a break from being a normal college student this weekend and decided to go to an anime convention. Anime Milwaukee to be precise, AMKE for short. It had its up's and downs. I was cosplaying as Kagura Sohma from Fruits Basket for the first day and half of the second day.

Thus this lovely picture was born:

That's me dragging my friend Bartell, who was cosplaying as Kyo Sohma, across the floor. X3

This picture probably shows our *ahem* love for eachother a bit better:

getting to the point...AMKE was actually really fun.

I spent most of the first night hanging with my friends outside of the game room. I got there kinda late so the vendor room was closed when I got there.

That is the skull of my ex boyfriend...lol jk jk, I'm on good terms with most of my ex's. XD anyways! Getting back to the point.

AMKE like most anime conventions was totally insane! Oh how I love mass chaos. :3

Ever heard of Yu-Gi-Oh abridged? If so, you know who LK is. I gotz a picture wiff him. :3

Right before teh rave!!!! X3 The girl with me and LK is one of my best friends/little sis Brit. :3 I <3 her!

When I wasn't shopping I was either in the Game Room or derping around with my friends. :3 at one point I went to this panel called "WTF Anime" and the people running it had this conversation:

Girl: I'd say watch your language but this panel is 18+
Guy: Yeah 18+ f*ck b*tch t*ts ass!

XD it was great. we watched an anime called "Cat Soup" that anime is messed up but you should watch it, its hilarious. XD

Since we are still human, yes cosplayers are human, we did have to eat. so we ended up going to the mall connected to the hotel and we had to take a pretty sketchy elvator to get to the food court.

Seems legit lol.

My friends entered a rock band contest and won! I'm so proud of them! :3

At one point I kinda got ditched by everyone so I went and took some random pictures of myself. ^^;

After all 3 days of awesome there was one thing and only one thing that pissed me off...the troll door. A door that lead to nowhere and I saw it from the skywalk everytime I went to the mall to get food.

This was the first year where I stayed in the hotel, usually I just drive there everyday for the whole weekend, but this year I stayed in the hotel with some friends. Getting ready in the morning was...not fun but interesting.

Ok the second pic is lie, Bartell wasn't staying with us, but we did have to help him with his cosplay twice. XD He and I both had no idea how to use bobby pins. XD (which is horrid for me because I've been a dancer for 14 years and should know how to pin up my own hair DX)

The view from our hotel room was great though. X3 unlike this one time I stayed in La Crosse for family and the view from my hotel room was of two dumpsters...actually now that I think about it, that also happened when I stayed in Onalaska. Hmmm...

Well anyways...that's all I got for now. XD It was so great, so much fun stuff happened. XD I can't wait for acen this year!